rain

Why am I so depressed?

It's raining.

After a house in tahoe being on the market a year (way over priced, so it never showed up on my radar) then last year for six months, then back on the market recently with no one even going to look at it, the day we put in our offer, so did someone else. And the seller took their offer.

And now we are all hung up on Meek's Bay vintage houses with a lake views. And how many of those are there in our price range? Ever? 

Wanting causes all suffering. Budda was right. < new bumper sticker idea

We are moving in two months.

Camille and Alex are here and I should be happy, but all we are doing is staying home. I feel badly that Alex came for a week and during a week of dreary weather and tons to do at work so I couldn't do much tour guiding.

I need to throw half of what I own away.

Camille is in a math class that is out of her league and I don't see how she can pass the IB test. Which means she won't pass the IB. Do the U.C. schools care about the IB? 

Stefan ordered pizza and 2 liters of coke without asking permission. I paid for it all and went and put it directly in the trash.

A week later, it's still raining.