welcome to panic attack

For years, my dream was to live overseas. I was obsessed, it was all I wanted to do. Live outside the US. "I don't care where. Anywhere!" When we were in Portland and Peter got in with the State Department or should I say, when they snatched him up, we were told we would get a direct assignment. That means, we would be assigned a place they couldn't coerce anyone currently employed to go to, some garden spot. I was pleasantly surprised when we were given a short list to choose from rather than just handed an assignment. That list: Kosovo, Sierra Leone, Eritrea, some Ickystan I honestly can't remember the name of now and Niger. "I don't want to go to any of those places!" I moaned.

Our bid list last time was pretty darn sweet. It was easy to come up with six places we wanted to go after Niger. The list this time is ten times longer than our first-ever list–although not really if you take Baghdad, Islamabad and Kabul off the list–and I'm having the same reaction I had back in Portland. There is no Sofia, Bulgaria, no Budapest, no Romania, no Poland, let alone London or Vienna or even Prague. No Tokyo or Bangkok. No Tunisia or Morocco. And now I have to consider that this is where Camille will go high school in the fall of 2011. So a potentially sweet little post like Moldova isn't an option. As usual, there are tons of African posts, I mean, Ghana! Harare! Madagascar. I love Africa but it is so. far. away.

Peter is trying to talk me down out of my tree, "You loved Niger!" My head is swimming. Okay. Breathe. Kyiv is good. How about Kathmandu?

Oy. Suddenly I love Moscow so much, I'm hugging it hard.

Homesweethome

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12 responses to “welcome to panic attack”

  1. Melissa Avatar
    Melissa

    What about any where in South America?
    And Kyiv sounds like a good top choice.

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  2. mc Avatar
    mc

    This is very hard, and everybody has an opinion. I miss Moscow very much, first hand. we’ll be back, I need to miss it more.

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  3. The Expatresse Avatar

    Ickystan? LOL. That’s great.
    We seriously looked a Kyiv a while ago. I could do Kyiv. I think it would be Moscow Lite.
    I felt the same was about Bratislava. BRATISLAVA, people! when we first thought we would have to leave there. BRA-TI-SLAVA. Never thought I would come to miss it, but I do. I’m not feeling that way about Moscow yet. But who knows. Stranger things have clearly happened.
    And, yeah . . . no South America?

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  4. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    I have to admit that I didn’t even know a few of the places. Are you only there for 2 years?

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  5. olga vladimirsky Avatar
    olga vladimirsky

    Oh my, oh my,
    and I thought I had it bad living in three time zones, one is mine and two are of my children (5 hours and 15 hours away from mine).
    I remember that I liked Bratislava when I visited it long time ago, but not as much as Prague.
    Kiev is really pleasant and pretty city, again only was there as visitor.
    Moldova used to be lovely, and Kishinev is very southern: white walls and a lots of small tree covered streets. Have no idea what it is now.
    Good luck.
    And you better get down from that tree!
    Olga

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  6. MamaLana Avatar
    MamaLana

    Kiev? (I certainly do not like that icky spelling. Kiyv? Come on, it’s KIEV.) KIEV is the birthplace of Russia; it’s more Russian than Moscow. Whatever. Good luck, my dears!!!

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  7. The Expatresse Avatar

    I don’t like spelling it KYIV either, but, as I learned, this is how it is transliterated when it has been spelled in Ukrainian.

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  8. Anita Avatar
    Anita

    If you don’t like any of the places on the bid list and you do not want Camille to attend high school in these locations…
    Why don’t you just return to Portland? Portland is a great city!

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  9. MoscowMom Avatar

    Oh… I had thought you guys hoped to stay longer in Moscow. Not an option? Kyiv would be nice… How’s the American school in Madagascar? The French School could be an option there again… Seriously: Baghdad, Kabul and Islamabad? I don’t think so…
    Now that you’re already thinking of the next move, it highlights how we HAVE to get together. I’m off to Scotland with my students this week until Nov. 8th. Let’s plan something for after that!

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  10. JMc Avatar
    JMc

    Madagascar sounds nice although I have only seen it in cartoons. There is a guitar style and good music coming out of there but I don’t know much about the high schools. If you are thinking Africa again, I am in contact with a prince in Nigeria who I sometimes send funds to.

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  11. Dina herself Avatar
    Dina herself

    Yeah Jim. There’s a bank there who’s ad says, “Most trusted bank in Nigeria.” Ha ha.

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  12. JenniferMargulis@jeffnet.org Avatar

    It must be so strange to have to think about this now. I think I am panicking with you. But wherever you go will be wonderful because it’s you and Peter and Stefan and Camille and your family brings so much love with it. Of course, we wish you’d come back to Oregon!!

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